I was lost, but you saved me.

It was 11pm, and I was just walking in the door after a long hard day of work.  I worked an 8 hour shift. One of the other girl’s called in sick, and I couldn’t take a lunch. I had spoken on the phone with Virgin’s customer service to solve recurring billing issues for a customer who will only deal with me.

The customer left angry, it was two days before I was leaving for vacation and I’d been working 10 days straight. I was nearing the end of a pay period, and bad boy and I were living off Mr.Noodles and plain spaghetti noodles.

My mind was not in a good place. By the time I forced myself to walk up the stairs to our apartment, I had tears running down my face and I felt bitter and cold. It was not one of my proudest moments.

Then he gathered me in his arms, wiped the tears from my eyes and told me to sit down because he had dinner ready. I smiled despite myself, swallowing one of my self pitying sobs and slumped down on the couch.

He went and made me a pot roast. I don’t know how, but he did. Earlier that day before I left for work he asked casually in conversation what my favorite food is (you guessed it, roast beef). I had assumed it was just that-a conversation.

All I can say folks, is that it was the must amazing feeling to come home to that. I don’t think anyone has ever done something so considerate and thoughtful for me. I needed the reminder of how damn lucky I am to find someone who genuinely cares about me, makes me top priority, and would do anything to make me happy.

That’s real love, folks.

Eyes On You-Automatic Loveletter

Hello, can you hear me?
I’ve got something to tell you
I was lost, but you saved me
I’ll go wherever you want to
‘Cause I think that I’ve got to have you

I’ve had enough
I’m in love, it’s true
So don’t, don’t take it away
‘Cause I’ve got my eye on you

This song is my way of saying
What I needed to say
I am proud, I am strong
And you’ve been here all along
I didn’t know it until today
I’m so glad that it happened this way

I’ve had enough
I’m in love, it’s true
So don’t, don’t take it away
‘Cause I’ve got my eye on you

Hold on now
You’re leaving
Take these hands
Don’t even say goodbye

I want you to know that
I’m going to miss you
Hold on to my heart
We’ll make it through
And let it be known
All I want is you
And I’m learning to show it to you

I’ve had enough
I’m in love, it’s true
So don’t, don’t take it away
‘Cause I’ve got my eye on you

I’ve had enough
I’m in love, it’s true
So don’t, don’t take it away
‘Cause I’ve got my eye on you

their new album is phenomonal. Go have a listen.