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My favorite shot from my last photoshoot

Bad boy is the first person I’ve met who doesn’t automatically assume or ask of I’ve forgotten to take my pills when I’m upset or having a bad day. At first I thought it was fantastic.

Then him and my family had a discussion over dinner about over medication and how most people on medications like mine didn’t really need them.

My mouth dropped.

I brought it up later, pointing out that I had been miserable the weeks prior without my medications. His response? Of course I would since my body now needed the medications to function properly.

I just shut my mouth and went back to reading my book. As long as he loves me and makes me happy it isn’t worth worrying about.

And I’ve never been happier, so nothing else matters.

What a busy week!

I had a shoo on Wednesday. I talked the photographer into trespassing into an abandoned hospital in town to do the shoot. The concept was very dark/sexy/goth.

Imagine us creeping around this condemned building trying to find somewhere to shoot in midday (I’ve only gone in at night. So I was a little nervous) when we start hearing thumping, crashing and yelling not only above us, but heading in our direction.

We almost shit our pants. we dived into an one of the few rooms left, but ended up running into people anyway. The guy raced past us with a suitcase obviously filled with scrap metal and copper.

It was basically an “I won’t tell if you don’t” situation. I am however, happy to say the pictures turned out amazing. I had 200 to choose from, and it took like 2 days.

A week full of work left, and two shoots this weekend (one of which is at 7am.) It’s going to be busy!

Keep an eye out for pictures soon! Maybe I’ll do the Vlog at my housewarming party tomorrow.

Last night i got an IM while I was dying my hair (yes again, no my hair isn’t falling out yet) It was Hannibal.

I set my dye brush aside and sat down for a quick chat. Why is it once you’re with someone, the boys come running like a moth to a flame?

It basically went like this:

Me:You forgot about me.

Hannibal:I did not.

Me: I didn’t mean literally. I meant you forgot about our plans and instead got drunk with your friends. I assumed you weren’t interested.

Hannibal: No. I just got super busy and then you got the boyfriend and I thought it might be awkward. It’s complicated. It’s not like you called me.

Carrie:Well no. I tend not to call someone after they forget about plans with me two weekends in a row. It sends a message.

We haven’t hung out in a month. Bad Boy and I have only been official for a week or so. You do the math.

So after 6 long years of blogging without worrying about people knowing who I am, things have changed. I do still have my public blog as well (for the time being) but I will remain anonymous here for well..who knows how long. Originally I thought about using my real name once my personal life dies down a little bit, but we’ll see how much fun this whole being anonymous thing is.

So, over the next few days expect your regular blogs with some “info” blogs thrown into the mix. Since this is a fresh start none of you really know what’s been going on lately(even if you read my public blog, there’s things I haven’t been able to write about…thus my starting this new one) I’m going to have to provide some history for things to…click.

If you want to be a little more up to speed take a look at the “character” page I’ve put up.